one of my good friends from korea is leaving this week for good. he has been here for all four weeks of high school and i cannot believe that it is all over now. my friend was texting me last night and we were talking about the stereotypes from my (former) high school and i said i was just a “normal kid going to xaverian” and she texted back saying “you WERE a normal kid going to xaverian.” things like this have made me realize that my time in high school is finally over. before graduating i was so excited to leave high school because it got old quite frankly; now that it is gone i cannot believe it is gone. on sunday, i had my graduation party and when everyone asked me how it felt, i would say “it still has not hit me” but now, it has hit me.

i really need to start tumbling again. i made my account about two years ago and then just stopped updating. i graduate friday and i cannot believe that this moment came so fast. it seems like i only started high school yesterday.

i just got back from yet another school retreat. this one was different because it was one with my entire senior class. i love my school so much and the sense of community that we have there. a retreat high is the worst one you can have.

yesterday i dropped my cell phone for the final time. the screen is not very very very broken. i have decided that i do not need some fancy touch screen phone to impress all of my friends or something with an 8 megapixel camera because that is all just unnecessary. i am going to get a blackberry becuase i know that it will be a good phone for the long run as next year i will be off to college. my phone company, t-mobile offers a nice new blackberry. the blackberry curve 8900 will be my future phone. as it has everything that i feel i need. getting a new phone is always exciting…as long as the phone company lets you upgrade. i will be keeping my fingers crossed.

tonight was my first shift. fuck my life…i am so tired.

Electric Feel - MGMT featuring Jim Jones

this song is so sick

i finally got a job the other day working for showcase cinema de lux…in dedham mass. it will be sweet. i will also start tumbling more. way more. seriously a lot more.

things at my school are so fucked up. i love how my friends would rather be important than continue a perfectly good friendship. lame if i do say so myself.